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Two F86s begin
their climb, Chuck Yeager in one, in the other
Im Jackie from Millville. Just Jackie, dont have no other
name but I hear of some that do like Woodrow Wilson and William
Howard Taft. My friend Mickys got two real names Michael Latella
but everybody dont call him anything but the Mick. My
foster pa, hes William Smith, but shes you woman
when William Smith wants supper or comfortin but mostly she
dont get called nothin. My niece is Willi-ma run together
names but that dont count for two cause William Smith says
shes a bastard. Dont know if Im a bastard or just a
girl but it dont matter cause girls and bastards dont
have but one name. Forty thousand feet takes awhile for this
underpowered jet fighter. What I remember about Millville is
being hungry and eating pine nuts, being naked and wearing burlap.
Thank God I dont have to do that no more because I got me a real good
job here in Pensacola in this beauty parlor. Theres some women
here that have two names but Im still just Jackie. Aint
nobody cares as long as Jackie does their hair. The F86 s
level at 40,000 feet; muscles tense, fingers clench. I get my
last name when I open a shop of my own. You need a last name before the
bank gives you a loan. Thats easy enough to do. I go through
the phonebook as far as the Cs and like the sound of Cochran.
Jackie Cochrans Beauty Shop, now that sure sounds fine. The
rush of air in the descent is loud and shrill. I learn to fly
when I open Jacqueline Cochrans Cosmetics. Suddenly theres
a war going on and I fly the Army planes to men who scramble into
combat. Women Airforce Service Pilots fight our own war with Army
brass to accept us WASP girls. Its okay to risk our lives but
dont dishonor their name with ours. Like being just a girl in
Millville all over again. Throttle jammed hard forward, ground
rushing up as if to smash this plane. Today my friend Hap Arnold
and Harry Truman himself award me the Distinguished Service Medal.
Hard to figure, this country giving its second highest military prize
to Jackie, a non-military pilot. G force, metal skin buffeting,
pain exploding through crushed organs. Point eight, point nine, nine
one, nine five Mach one! Shock waves like rain. The first woman to
break the sound barrier. Not bad for a girl with one name.
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